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But my impression from that is that most people wanna die. There are some handicapped who wanna die but also very many foreigners and evil people are motivated by the wish of dying, but somehow they suppose that the whole human kind should die together and so they make murders. But if the world is of spirit, all go separate ways, so one just ought to die oneself. It seems that life after death exists for many but not for all. Old wisdom says that some ghosts do not get rest while others get to sleep in peace, and that Buddhism for example has soul wandering or what is it called in English, while some other cultures do not belueve in lufe after death. Life after death may be similar to life before death, so instead of making suicide in nasty ways, one ought to eat without safeguarding and checking the food or leisurely wander in nighttime or go to parties, concerts etc without regard for safety, if one wants to die. One also should not wish for a long life, life after death, some fine future things done etc for oneself, so not reserve all the good options available for oneself, if one wants to die. If lufe just aren't good enough, so that one kind of wants to die, it means just that one ought to change to one's dream job in which one would be a good professional kn what comes to valyes and motivation, and move to live where one likes gge attractions, culture, fits the skill level, likes the main profdssions etc, so one just needs to stop achieving for points and emphasize wisdom of lufe and civiliced values.